The Fall.

I had this nightmare not long ago, and sometimes it makes it’s way into my imagination during the day. As such, I thought I’d find some comfort in putting it into words so that I can get a better grasp on it. It starts with me standing out near the front of the school, […]

Well Rested.

I don’t know why, but I have this obsession (perhaps even addiction) with consuming as much media as possible before my eyes start to surrender to the lulling need for sleep. I can stay up for hours at a time, watching youtube, answering snapchats and scrolling through instagram despite taking little to no interest in […]

Slow Dancing With The Stars.

every now and then when it’s 1:00 AM and my eyes start growing weary with futile hopes of rest, I get up from my desk, close my laptop, open my blinds and sit on my couch facing the window. It might not sound particularly exciting, but dragging my eyes away from the constant action on […]

Be Yourself. But Don’t.

We’ve all been told to “be ourselves” Whether it’s for a job interview, a first impression with a mutual friend, or even asking out a potential significant other. But we never really do it, do we? We act extra sycophantic for our job interviews. We stay light in our humour towards mutual friends. And we […]

A note to readers.

It has come to my attention that a good deal of my “enigmatic thoughts” are just “frankly, quite depressing thoughts”. And for that, I am sorry. Please, don’t expect to enter my site and find the drama behind the facade of Will Ash. It’s not going to happen. Yours sorrily, Will.

Parallel Universes.

When I was a kid (I’d say roughly 13/14, maybe?) a good friend of mine showed me a movie called Interstellar. This movie was immediately, and has been since, on my top ten list. One of the main things the movie touched on is parallel universes. The theory that, because the universe is infinitely growing […]

Worthlessness.

I always have this certain feeling of worthlessness inside myself. For the most part, it normally has nothing to do with my peers. or my life at all, sometimes. It’s that crushing sense of looking into the night sky, seeing the stars that are light-years away and knowing for a fact that those same stars […]

Freedom of Speech (and why you don’t have it)

“But Will!” I hear you outcry, “Free Speech is a thing that’s been in place for a long ass time! What do you mean I don’t have it?!” okay, to be fair, you do technically have freedom of speech. that is, if freedom of speech means: conforming to public opinion conforming to the opinion […]

Lovesick.

I’m really not one for self-diagnosis. Anyone who self-diagnoses mental illness almost instantly loses any kind of respect I have for them. (some exceptions include: self-diagnosing and then going to see a doctor to confirm your doubts of mental health, as opposed to changing your instagram bio to ‘self-diagnosed depressed, anxiety, and PTSD :(((‘) With […]

Humble Beginnings.

This blog is, put simply, a convoluted journal. I don’t intend for anyone to see it (nor do I really want anybody to) but, here it is. I’ve had a physical journal for a while now, but decided that the blessings of my anxiety-and-caffeine driven mind needed to be shared online. Anywho, I might start […]