Restrictions.

One of the worst feelings I’ve come to realise is having certain things taken away from you unintentionally by people. I’ll elaborate. Let’s say you want to sit at a certain spot at the park and read but the last time you went to that certain spot heaps of people tried to talk to you. […]

Nothing.

Once the excitement has resided, the dust has settled, and the boyish wonder is gone, all that remains of me at the moment is a surreal sense of helplessness, hopelessness and worthlessness. and nothing anybody says or does can fill me with any reason to not think so. I know that we’ve been down […]

Creative Hiatus.

Hey folks, I’m taking something of a “creative vacation” while my exams are going on so that I can output what little amount of brain activity I have left onto my studies. I sincerely hope the world will keep turning during my absence. Thank you all for your patience. Keep thinking enigmatically. always tired, Will.

Happy.

A cold breeze snaps me from my daze as I walk the gravel path, hearing it crunch beneath my shoes. I take a deep breath of small-town air and make an effort to pay more attention to my surroundings. I approach an overpass, taking a moment to consider walking up the hill to the tracks […]

Normality.

I’m not the first to say that being normal is boring. Because it genuinely is. Being normal is the exact equivalent of being boring. Sometimes I look up and around me and instead of seeing people I see these vapid, boring, human-sized cardboard cutouts of people, with nothing to say that isn’t copy-paste from previous […]

Not-Quite-Nostalgia.

It’s funny how people find music that is glaringly obviously connected to their personality, or their way of thinking. ( I know I say that matter-of-factly, but truth is I’ve seen it happen with three different people.) I can say so with certainty in terms of what I listen to. Chances are it’s some assortment […]

friday nights

most people enjoy their friday nights like one would enjoy a great movie. plenty of snacks, people you love and exciting, memorable times. i commonly experience these friday nights. headset on, mouse in hand, excessive sugar and nothing but talking pure shit with my best friends. it’s normally the highlight of my week. this […]

Song.

I really wish I could write music as well as I listen to it. I will spend hours on end listening to a certain playlist, album, artist or song that reflects how I’m feeling at a certain time (granted that yes, that feeling is generally depressive.) But I just wish that I could focus that […]

I Don’t Know Why.

I don’t know why, but I feel like shit. I’m fairly certain that exam stress as well as my cripplingly overstated depression and my ache-y break-y cupcake-y heart have something to do with my shit quota, but at the same time I actively recognize those things as problems and continue to feel unease at the […]

Capital Vices.

Not too long ago I was walking around in the center of Melbourne when I was approached by a seemingly polite older gentleman who asked if I’d “pursuited the word of the lord” (or something equally as damning) to which I replied: “No, nor do I plan to.” (or something equally as dismissive) That night […]