nobody

i’m lovesick again. and there’s and emphasis on the ‘sick’ i have this inhumane quota of satisfaction i need to fill with other people’s infatuations and i’m sorry. i’m making my words big on purpose so i don’t go toe-to-toe with the burning truth. i’m so fucking lonely and i just want someone […]

Be Yourself. But Don’t.

We’ve all been told to “be ourselves” Whether it’s for a job interview, a first impression with a mutual friend, or even asking out a potential significant other. But we never really do it, do we? We act extra sycophantic for our job interviews. We stay light in our humour towards mutual friends. And we […]

A note to readers.

It has come to my attention that a good deal of my “enigmatic thoughts” are just “frankly, quite depressing thoughts”. And for that, I am sorry. Please, don’t expect to enter my site and find the drama behind the facade of Will Ash. It’s not going to happen. Yours sorrily, Will.

Parallel Universes.

When I was a kid (I’d say roughly 13/14, maybe?) a good friend of mine showed me a movie called Interstellar. This movie was immediately, and has been since, on my top ten list. One of the main things the movie touched on is parallel universes. The theory that, because the universe is infinitely growing […]

Worthlessness.

I always have this certain feeling of worthlessness inside myself. For the most part, it normally has nothing to do with my peers. or my life at all, sometimes. It’s that crushing sense of looking into the night sky, seeing the stars that are light-years away and knowing for a fact that those same stars […]

Freedom of Speech (and why you don’t have it)

“But Will!” I hear you outcry, “Free Speech is a thing that’s been in place for a long ass time! What do you mean I don’t have it?!” okay, to be fair, you do technically have freedom of speech. that is, if freedom of speech means: conforming to public opinion conforming to the opinion […]

Lovesick.

I’m really not one for self-diagnosis. Anyone who self-diagnoses mental illness almost instantly loses any kind of respect I have for them. (some exceptions include: self-diagnosing and then going to see a doctor to confirm your doubts of mental health, as opposed to changing your instagram bio to ‘self-diagnosed depressed, anxiety, and PTSD :(((‘) With […]

Impending Mortality

Starting off this blog right. An immediate comment about mortality. Brilliant. The very human nature of glorifying death as this untouchable subject is, to me at least, hilarious. Now that may sound pretentious and terrible, but hear me out. Death should be publicly taught about in schools. Mortality should absolutely be at least incorporated into […]

Humble Beginnings.

This blog is, put simply, a convoluted journal. I don’t intend for anyone to see it (nor do I really want anybody to) but, here it is. I’ve had a physical journal for a while now, but decided that the blessings of my anxiety-and-caffeine driven mind needed to be shared online. Anywho, I might start […]